Greetings, dear reader,
Welcome to the final month of the year 2024.
In my previous blog, I shared my journey of becoming more aware of my physical limitations. This process has taught me a lot, but one obstacle has remained stubbornly in my way: myself.
The year has flown by, and I want to take you along as I reflect on what has been a tumultuous year.
The desire to do everything myself is a voice I hear daily. I thought I had long accepted my situation—especially after moving house, undergoing therapies, and completing rehabilitation. But nothing could be further from the truth. Time and again, I find myself frustrated: how can I, at a young age, not be independent enough to dress myself, manage household chores, or spend endless hours drawing and singing as I used to?
But that word endless holds the key. I’m beginning to realize it’s not about pushing myself to the limit but about moving forward step by step, little by little, and, above all, with kindness toward myself.
Acceptance: Learning to let go, one step at a time
My biggest challenge now is to accept that not everything needs to be perfect or done to the extreme. That five minutes of drawing is also valuable. That sometimes it’s okay to leave a party early. That asking for help is not a weakness but an opportunity for my partner, family, and friends to show their love. These people are here for me because they care, and I am learning to embrace that.
This new mindset requires discipline, awareness, and, above all, patience. But the results are worth it. Instead of extreme highs and deep lows, I’m finding a rhythm that supports my health. I’m learning that balance takes me further than sheer productivity ever could.
Adjustments for more balance
Taking ownership of your life starts with awareness: knowing what you want, what you need, and why you make certain choices. For me, that was a learning process. I used to spend money on Starbucks or impulsive purchases while neglecting my health and well-being. Once I reevaluated my priorities, my life began to change
One important decision was my health insurance. It may seem like a practical choice, but it’s about much more than that. I consciously chose a plan that fits my needs so that I can receive the care I deserve. Yes, it costs more, but investing in my health has given me peace of mind and security.
Revisiting my priorities also meant making emotionally difficult decisions. Some relationships, no matter how familiar, no longer aligned with the growth I was experiencing. Letting go of relationships that no longer served me felt like a sacrifice but created space for people and situations that support my well-being.
What I’ve learned is that we are often our own greatest obstacle. By making conscious choices and clarifying your priorities, you can create a life that truly fits you. It takes courage, sacrifices, and sometimes letting go, but the result is priceless.
Your health, your choices. What will you choose?
With love,
Boundlessly bounded, part 2